So here we are facing each other again, all the old scars are comming back to me.
It hurts everytime i face them, the meomeries is like a knife going through my chest.
Its like im looking into the mirror, its my soul mirror I see, and its really hurt.
How do I heal it? Where do I go from here?
The thing is my life has never been easy but as the years go I figured that this life is what I make it.
If I want to I can sit all day crying, but what will that help?
The pain sometimes gets real, but if something isnt right im the only one to change it for me, right?
When the pain reaches this point, its hard to remember and see that im the only one to change it, why cant there be a superman to help me?
And why is the whole world telling me whats wrong with me, instead of actully see me,
IM RIGHT HERE INFRONT OF YOU ALL, SEE ME NOT THE LABEL I GOT OVER MY HEAD!
The pain is real, in these situations I dont know what to do, but sometimes its maybe okay just to be sad and stay in the sadness instead of fighting against it, and maybe just accept it?
The mirror starts to see the real me, and the closer it gets to the truth the more it hurts, cant I just ignore it?
Make fun of everything?
I see so many people that just ignores the pain, by hiding the their pain underneath the surface.
Should I just do that? And pretend everything is fine?
Is the mirror really catching up on me?
It seems like none of these methods has been working lately, maybe its time to face my truth.